crisdieta............... ♥

been out of sorts lately.. and I know, a lot of my friends were surprised by my midnight calls and non stop drop-off messages.. there’s just too much to say, and I’ve been really quiet for so long.. I have pent up worries that I thought I could handle alone, but no.. I just couldn’t anymore.

Christmas season makes me sad. every. time.

Holidays are coming.. and it makes me sad. This will be my first Christmas without you..

Exchange gifts will never be the same.. and I’m not yet ready to sing Silent night alone.

I’m missing you more everyday.. lola.