I can’t stop typing.. and thinking about you.
How hurt you might have been.. and how much you’re still hurting. You’ve made your own choices.. and you have to live the consequences.
I cannot say out loud that I feel sorry for her.. but I am. I feel sorry for all that you’ve been through.. and for everything that had happened before. Deep in my heart, I will always hope for your happiness.. and for your peace of mind.
Happy Lemon makes me happy :)
Too many things are running through my mind.. Losing family is never easy.. Dying makes everyone sad.. But what if that someone isn’t dying, and you’re still losing him anyway.. How would that make you feel? Let me tell you something, letting go of a dying person is easier than letting go of someone who didn’t choose you.. It will always hurt. And I am hurting..
Giving someone a chance, even if you know it wouldn’t work out, is a desperate move. A final attempt to happiness that you will never have. I do not want that.. I believe that I deserve more than that.. So I’m passing up my chance.. Thanks, but no thanks dude.
Watching friends go is sad.. Minan is leaving soon.. Ianne and Dada left already.. Seeing them walk away from where I am standing, makes me think of walking away with them.. But when will I have the courage to make the first step? How can I leave this place? I’m trying to drown myself, be numb and lose consciousness.. I need a break.. I need sleep.. I need peace.
There are certain things in life where you know it’s a mistake but you don’t really know it’s a mistake because the only way to really know it is a mistake is to make that mistake and look back and say, “Yup, that was a mistake”. So really, the bigger mistake would be to not make the mistake because then you’ll go your whole life not really knowing if something is a mistake or not. And damn it, I made no mistakes. I’ve done all of this: my life, my relationship, my career mistakes-free. Does any of this make sense to you?Milk, How I Met Your Mother (via sightforsoreeyes)
Seen this post in my dash.. and remembered the exact episode. ♥
I would like to thank my sponsors:
Hernan Elicanal and Lino Crispino
Because if not for them, I would go to HongKong penniless.
:) and of course, thanks to my parents who shouldered my air fare and hotel accommodation! :)
I didn’t have to pay for anything! :) hahaha. Good things come for free! yeah. ♥
Celebrating Love.
Mr. and Mrs. Smith’s silver wedding anniversary
Brothers Burger. Indulge yourself with good food. Happiness.
dont wait for time baby, it’ll run and wont stop..
look ahead and see what will it be for you tomorrow.
dont cover your eyes, dont wait for the time that wont come.
do what you must now, or regret it when it’s too late to make a difference.
be brave and aim for a better you.
take what you can now, or risk your chance to have them.
DO or DONT. It’s your life to waste anyway.
Wait for the person who pursues you, the one who will make an ordinary moment seem magical, the kind of person who brings out the best in you and makes you want to be a better person. Wait for the person who will be your best friend, the only person who will drop everything to be with you at any time no matter what the circumstances, for the person who makes you smile like no one else and when they smile you know they need you. Wait for the person who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats and a t-shirt, but appreciates it when you get dressed up for them. and most of all wait for the person who will put you at the center of their universe, because that’s where you belong.
